The Last Day...

The Last Day....

Its hard to tell if this is a good thing or a bad thing. On the one hand it means change wonderful glorious change, a chance of starting new, a new beginning. However it also means change, stepping into the unknown, the foreboding oncoming of.... something.

It was my last day working at Country Lake. I have just been offered a new promotion at work! I am totally thrilled that i am finally being recognized for my hard work. I have worked at that property for over a year and on top of that i have been assisting at all of the other property's at the drop of the hat whenever I am asked.

I am a little... okay a lot nervous though. I really don't know why i feel this way, I think more than anything it is because i have been sick lately thereby making me way more emotional than i really want to be... EVER.

So to sum up me... i am all nerves right now however i am happy... no freaking excited for this new adventure to open up for me. I know that it is going to be a very positive experience and i will learn a lot and grow, maybe that is why i am so nervous change is coming. Now i just need to embrace the change as good and wonderful not foreboding and terrifying... that's easy to do right!